It’s dreary here. It snowed a little, but it will likely melt soon. I discovered the downside of my new sleep medication. It’s the same active ingredient as Benadryl, which means it dehydrates me. Dehydration sucks because I get a sinus headache and feel like shit. I’ve been drinking water with a squirt of lemon juice to help. I’m going to look into hydration additives later to speed things up.
I’m building a workstation computer for music production. I spent more time researching the components than it will take to assemble them, but I’m pleased with my decisions. Forgive me while I geek out for a moment. Here’s a list of the parts:
- Phanteks P400 in black and white
- ASRock Z370 Killer SLI/ac motherboard
- 2x G Skill TridentZ RGB DDR4-3000 PC4-2400 2×8 RAM for a total of 32GB
- Intel i7-8700K CPU
- Windows 10 Home
- Seasonic PRIME Ultra 750W 80+ Gold fully modular power supply
- AMD Radeon Pro WX 5100 Graphics Card
- WD 512GB Black NVMe M.2 Internal SSD
- Cooler Master MA610P RGB CPU Air cooler (fingers crossed it will fit)
- Deepcool RF120 3in1 3×120 RGB LED PWN fans
It should all arrive by Wednesday, although the CPU, case, RAM, and Windows 10 came already. Newegg is ridic fast!
I’m excited to assemble it and plan on using white (combed) cables to pop in the window. I already have a few Samsung EVO 860 512 SSD’s to store all my sounds. When finished, it will probably look like an alien artifact or something. I’ll be sure and post crappy photos. It will run Ableton Live 10 Studio, Fruity Loops Studio Signature Edition, and all my software synthesizers and plugins fabulously.
M. confiscated my existing gaming tower weeks ago. I haven’t gamed on a PC in ages. It’s weird when I recall how much time I used to spend playing MMORPG’s (mainly Warcraft.) I miss it sometimes, but then I pick up a Korg Volca or a Pocket Operator and forget all about it. Synthesizers have ruined me for video games.
It’s a good thing I didn’t know this beforehand, or I wouldn’t have opened that Pandora’s box. Warcraft used to be my primary social outlet. Talking smack to cartoony monsters to fend off anxiety during raids was usually the only time I spoke aloud. I enjoyed that time and will always love Blizzard for creating a world that both frightened and amused me. I’m thankful for all the things I was able to do that didn’t involve violence. Exploring, flying, fishing, farming, and mining are my favorites, but I also liked helping new players learn the ropes.
My guild consists of veterans, autistics, parents of autistics, and people who identify as other than CIS heterosexuals. I’ve met everyone in my guild over the years and will probably always think of them as my A-Team. (Even though they usually refer to us as hella sarcastic misfits.) I spent a lot of time convincing young men of their value to a potential partner, too. I suspect this is a similar experience for many women who play Warcraft. (Yes, dammit. Women play.)
When I first began playing, I was clueless. I got killed and couldn’t figure out how to return to my remains to revive. After wandering around as a spectral image for a while, someone felt sorry for me and helped me learn. I was thankful, but not interested in a relationship, which I suspect was his motivation. He dropped me like a bad habit when I laughed (really hard) at the concept of Warcraft cybersex. By then, I knew enough to join a guild and watch YouTube videos of raids and dungeons. I’m aware people meet their significant other this way, and I’m pleased for their joy, but I just wasn’t into it.
I’m probably a prude, and Prozac certainly didn’t help. I’ve met some incredible people anyway. I haven’t been to a BlizzCon, though. It’s probably not likely unless M. suggests it. I’m more interested in seeing Fleetwood Mac perform. I do like how ComicCon is becoming more accessible for neurodiverse people, though. The quiet rooms to destress are brilliant, and I suspect everyone could benefit from them to some degree. I’m off to beat my drums with sticks.