I’m in a weird headspace. I just spent 20 minutes in a massage chair in a very public space. It was an incredible experience I plan to repeat often. The massage itself was mediocre, and I didn’t allow my head to rest against the pillow (because I have ridic rules about my hair.) Nevertheless, strangers sitting on either side of me and hundreds of others from all over the planet passing by made it fascinating.
I didn’t feel sensory overload, which is astonishing. It’s possibly due to being so overwhelmed, it went full circle, and I landed back in my comfort zone. (Selects save for later.) I was present while in a crowded space, and it didn’t result in a new distance record for projectile hurling. Being present in an international airport made it not only simple to navigate, but kind of fun. I helped someone new to flying to get to their ride after our flight. We even did chit chat on the train!
I was able to respond out loud when she asked me where I’m from on the first attempt. (No awkward pause to compile.) I had a fun conversation with my Lyft driver en route to my hotel. Here’s a tip: If you struggle with making small talk, place personal interest identifying stickers on your suitcases. (My carryon has Steven Universe and Star Wars stickers.) I had three great chats about the upcoming Star Wars installment with fellow geeks, all of which left me smiling. Much better than grinding my teeth to suppress anxiety while failing to respond to direct questions out loud, resulting in retroactive mortification.
I traveled to reset my depression and anxiety levels back to manageable. I intended to do this by using recreational weed in a legal setting. I just realized I don’t even need the pot to achieve this; the journey was the synergist. (I see what you did there, dear universe.) 🤭 I’m going to redirect that energy and visit a museum. (Not something I could do while stoned because I require a buddy-sitter. Shup.) 🙃
Guitar Hero is out of town for something related to fame. (He’s not famous to me as I had never heard of him when we met.) It’s more relative than ever these days. It amuses me how excited I feel about certain people I’ve never met, but others who are well-known are just people to me. I’m a(n)
carbon interest-based life form. Heh. (And grammar is still not an interest.)
I’m on a roll with social interaction. I’m going to think up a challenge and go for it. Maybe visit a comedy club or something. If I find a comedy club with a pinball machine, I’ll squee. I’d also like to talk to some strangers about religion and spirituality, so I’ll probably head back to the airport early. Funny how a place that used to resemble a hostile environment has morphed into a fun place to pass through. I’m off to the museum. ✌🏽💜
p.s. I love Denver; scary, weird art included.