I’m still paying off the debt to my body for eating like I don’t understand how consequences work. I feel like my neurons are communicating via dial-up when I’m used to gigabit speeds. The signals get there eventually, but I’m so exasperated and clumsy in the meantime. I’d love to share about how executive function is involved, and the importance of eating wisely, but it’s not happening today.
I’m supposed to leave for my sisters’ place in a few days, but I have no idea if it will happen. I can’t predict that far in advance how I’ll be feeling with any accuracy. Thinking ahead requires too much bandwidth. Driving for roughly five hours in a row is a challenge for me when I’m functioning at my best. I’ve pulled it off a few times, but I’ve always been in awe of myself for a bit afterward.
Driving requires a lot of focus. It’s hard for me to allocate that much of my attention on a task that doesn’t interest me. It’s similar to being overtired and trying to pull an all-nighter anyway. I have to remind myself every few moments to pay attention. On top of that, I live on the prairie. It’s flat and monotonous. I sing with my system blaring until I hit a city. Then fear of collision takes over, and it’s all good.
I’ve driven around Iowa, Minnesota, and Nebraska so far. I tried a guided bus tour years ago, but it was to Deadwood, SD. It sucked. It’s only a fun town if you’re into gambling, (and even then fun might be a stretch.) I don’t gamble. (Gambling and lottery tickets are topics that raise my blood pressure. I blame statistics.) Traveling with strangers from an elder generation wasn’t fun, either. (I strongly suspect my presence made them tired.)
The weather is perfect today. It’s 62° F and sunny. I’d love to go for a run, but I can’t trust myself to stick to my route yet. When my brain is in this state, I’m extremely likely to keep going, and then eventually realize I don’t recognize my surroundings. I hate when that happens. I rely more on my sense of smell than any weather apps when it comes to rain. I was once caught out in a lightning storm, but at least there wasn’t any thunder, (it levels me.) Sigh. Not today.
I dumped DirecTV Now and went back to PlayStation Vue. It’s only $4 more per month, and it doesn’t suck. I got tired of the buffering, and crappy picture before my introductory offer with DirecTV Now ended. It also took more bandwidth than PlayStation Vue for a less reliable, sad result. I can use picture-in-picture on my iPad Pro to have live TV or my DVR shows play while I use another app simultaneously with PlayStation Vue’s app. I like the user interface on my Roku, too.
I dumped them because they raised the price, but after trying some competitors, I’m back, baby. I think the channel line-up for the basic tier is better, too. I hope M doesn’t look at the available offerings (for more money) and see all the games he could be watching. I’ll probably end up upgrading out of guilt. (I suck at feigning interest in sports.) The DVR in the cloud rules, too. Yay, Sony. How about lowering the price of the PlayStation 4 Pro, eh? $350 is more reasonable now that the Xbox One X is out (and no drop date for PlayStation 5.) I’m just saying. 😀💜