I’m shakily maintaining while adjusting to changes in the plan for my upcoming trip. It’s happening in stages starting with a near complete meltdown and working back from there. It feels like coming to an unexpected and abrupt halt after coasting quickly. I guess I acquired a bit of whiplash. I’ve spent a good part of today reasoning with myself, and have finally convinced myself it’s a mere speedbump.
I can do this. I need to calm down and start over. My new mantra is: If the music is still playing, everything is alright. (I got it from the last time I fell while running with music.) Sometimes being literal is helpful. I’m going to play pinball on PlayStation 4 later to resolve the knot in my gut. I had fun practicing with my band yesterday, but unwinding afterward was difficult. I’d like to list my tendency to become over-excited on eBay. I’ll even throw in a box of Hot Tamales (because yum.)
It’s nearly 70° F today. All the snow is gone from my balcony, although there are still little piles from clearing the parking lots. There are lots of people out walking dogs and babies. The birds are singing outside, too. It’s a comforting sound. I also like the music of cars driving by with their windows down and systems up. And an airplane flying by every so often. Outside sounds lovely in spring.
I’m reading a fascinating book by Octavia E. Butler titled, Dawn. It’s part of a near-future speculative fiction trilogy. (I’ll try not to give any spoilers.) It involves a group of humans rescued from the dying post-nuclear earth by aliens. And the price they may end up paying for the favor. That’s probably all I can say without giving anything away. I’m enthralled and already ordered the next two books.
I think my sporadic pleas to the universe to send some aliens already motivated my choice. I think I love books as much as music. I was going to say, and that’s saying something, but then it occurred to me it’s saying nothing to anyone but me. 😂 I just cracked myself up. I finished John Scalzi’s latest, Head On, previously. I suspect it’s going to be a favorite among several stories in the same universe, much like Old Man’s War series. I enjoyed the book. It changed the tone of the series a bit from the more serious first installment; Lock In. I hope that’s not a spoiler. 🙃
Strange the Dreamer by Laini Taylor was another recent book I loved. So much for my idea to curb my reading a bit this year. I forgot why I even thought it was necessary. 😂 It’s not interfering with my writing or music, so it’s all good. Oh right, it was something about sleep. Over it. I’m off to look for Coachella videos of Beyoncé on YouTube. I heard excellent things. 😆