We’re going home tomorrow, (early.) I miss Amelia Bedelia. I also miss my weighted blanket. My stamina for being away from home is low. My brain is threatening a slow reboot. Naturally, I’ve done much better with pacing myself today. (Nothing like a little
motivation fear.) 😂
I watched the new Jerry Seinfeld special on Netflix. He had me laughing so hard I had to run around a little. I thought only Wanda Sykes and Dave Chappelle could do that to me. I was mistaken. I’m a tiny bit disappointed I didn’t grow out of laughing until it feels like my bones are jelly.
Adulthood has been laughing at my poorly conceived expectations for decades. It’s not as bad as the post-crying hiccups during the audible winding down process I still go through after every cry, I guess. Sigh. I know these aren’t relevant indications of being grown, (but my ego begs to differ.)
Dammit, Ego. Go lay by your bowl. I’m having a day. I’ve decided not to classify it, (my life, my rules.) I still play by the same life rules I learned as a child. If I call the front seat, it’s no longer available to whoever decides it’s not fair. Because rules.
The only problem with this strategy is the fact not everyone is still playing. I seriously hope refusing to play causes premature aging. Wow. I’m kinda mean today. But come on! Get with the program, people who think calling it doesn’t count. It counts! There’s no logical reason to abandon rules created to increase harmony among people. Nada.
I’m going to miss Lyft. I went to Target to buy some candy, earlier. I’ve wanted to do this many times, but didn’t because at home, Target is deep in the no-driving zone, (for me.) Weekend driving near the mall is beyond my frustration tolerance as well as my driving skill. Ordering candy from Amazon sucks. By the time it arrives, the desire is long gone.
It leaves me with enough time to remember the Basic Training Candy Binge that led to the Projectile Rainbow Hurling Incident. (I can talk about it now, because I already ate my candy.) I’m good for about a year. Whew. I think sitting still and typing this nonsense has helped me settle. Tomorrow will be here before I notice. Yay. Peace. 💜